Avalon - I Don't Want To Go

I'm a big fans of Avalon.
Yeay! #apasih

Aku suka banget lagu-lagu mereka, kata-katanya sangat bagus, indah, dan menyentuh U.U.
Banyak lagu mereka yang menguatkan aku ^^. 
Selain itu kualitas vokal para anggotanya juga tidak diragukan lagi. Harmonisasinya luar biasa ^^. Kualitas musiknya juga patut diacungi jempol.
Banyak lagu Avalon yang jadi favorit aku, such as Everything To Me, Another Time another place, dan I don't want to go.

Lagu I Don't Want To Go sendiri sempat membuat aku nangis saat pertama kali mendengarnya.
Liriknya dalam dan menancap di hati aku #lebeh. Bukan apa-apa sih, soalnya ini pas banget dengan komitmen aku untuk terus ikut Tuhan, kemanapun Tuhan mau bawa aku. 
Tuhan benar-benar mengubah hidup aku saat aku mengenal-Nya. 
Tuhan menghidupkan sebuah hasrat, sebuah api dalam diri aku untuk melayani-Nya. 

Kemarin, aku sempat struggle soal My will and His will in my life. Entah kenapa, aku dilanda kebingungan lagi, diperhadapkan pada dua pilihan. Nah, lagu ini mengingatkan aku kembali soal komitmen aku sama Tuhan. Aku jadi sadar kalau pilihan apapun yang nantinya aku pilih, jalan apapun yang nantinya aku pilih untuk jalani, semuanya gak bakal ada artinya kalau itu bukan dari Tuhan.
Dan buat apa memilih jalan dimana ga ada Tuhan disitu?

Menurut aku, lagu ini liriknya sangat radikal. Tapi bukankah yang namanya ikut Tuhan itu harus radikal ya?
Tidak boleh setengah-setengah. 

Avalon - I Don't Want To Go

You changed my world
When You came to me
You drove a passion
In my soul down deep
Lord, to follow You in everything

I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to be where You are
So I don't want to go

So come whatever
I'll stick with You
I'll walk, You'll lead me
Call me crazy or a fool
For forever I promise you that...

repeat chorus

Without Your touch
Without Your love
Filling me like an ocean
For Your grace is enough
Enough for me
To never want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there

Imagine me Without You

Seperti apa sih hidup kita tanpa Tuhan?
Nothing... Bener-bener nothing.
Kosong...hampa... pokoknya saat aku mencoba membayangkan hidup tanpa Tuhan itu >.<.... pastilah sangat,sangat berat. 
Tidak mungkin kita bisa hidup tanpa-Nya


Salah satu lagu yang mungkin bisa menggambarkan bagaimana hidup tanpa Tuhan itu (menurut aku, yah) lagu Jaci Velazques yang judulnya "Imagine Me Without You". 
Secara pribadi, ini lagu favorit aku dan masuk playlist "bed time songs" hehehe....
Juga jadi ringtone aku di hape.

Imagine Me Without You - Jaci Velasquez

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can’t imagine me without you

Psalm 63:3 

"Because your love is better than life,my lips will glorify you. "

I Promise ....

I love this song... Jaci Velasquez

" I Promise"

Lord, You know my heart
And all my desires

And the secret things I'll never tell

Lord, You know them well

Though I may be young

I see and understand

That at times like sheep we go astray

And things get out of hand

So I promise to be true to You

To live my life in purity

As unto You

Waiting for the day

When I hear You say

Here is the one I have created

Just for you

Until then, O Lord

I will be content

Knowing that true love

Will come someday

It will only come from You

Cause I have seen the suffering

That loneliness can cause

When we choose to give our love away

Without a righteous cause

Deeply and meaningfully for me...